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Thursday, December 30, 2004
8:38 PM
HmMmM TiRed wOrK ScHoOl..BuT I AcTuAlLy DoN UneRsTaNd Ape Yg PeNaT SaNgAt MaYbE Im ToO HeCtIc NoWaDaYs..StOmAcH PaIn BeEn CoMiN AgAiN...HaIz MaKaN SaLaH TaK MaKaN SaLaH...HaHaHa DoN UnDeRsTaNd MySeLf...GuEsS DaTs aLl Da Ta TaU ApE NaK TuLiS....MuAcKs ByE
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
4:23 AM
Werent't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cry and try and try to make you stay with me
But still you said the love was gone and that I had to leave
Now you
Talking about a family
Now you
Saying I complete your dream
Now you
Saying I'm your everything
Your confusing me, what your saying to me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'
And when you came home you'd always had some sorry excuse
And explaining to me like I was some kind of a fool
I sacrifice the things I want just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come through
Now you
Wanna be a part of me
Now you
Have so much to say to me
Now you
Wanna make time for me
What you doing to me, your confusing me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'
Night after night knowing something's going on
What's that number for b go-a-go-a-gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what your suppose to do
No need to punch me boo cause I won't play you cause
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around (yeah)
What goes up most come down
Gotta stop trying to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
It's called Karma, baby
And it goes around
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
pinkk*
hmmm its been awhile since i update my blog...well..pc been down... been very busy with werk and school....hahaha..well past few days...or should i say weeks...lots of things happen...good and bad..no point talking abt the bad cause its really hurting..anyway the good thing is...2004 is finally coming to an end...its time i reflect on the past 1 yr and buck up on myself.... well by 2005... i really want to mend some stuff.... i learn not to trust people too much cause u might never know they mught stab u right smack on ur back....not to be so naive... let others say or do wat they want..cause i believe the good will be paid wit good and bad wit bad...retributions that is...i know now the meaning of true love... i might not meet my mr. right but i definitely found some one whom i know who will always be there for me through thick and thin...well this is a scret..hahaha... and yes ...every friday..make a deal wit juli and all to go out n have fun since we all finish at 12...yeah..haha...took lots of pics.. so cute... ahakz... glad tt life got better wit them..yanti... wat i meant by wat i say to u was im glad tt now at least u are close wit nana so when u ppl hang out u have someone to crack jokes wit not like last time remember wat we say... im happy for u guys for finding happiness..not tt i wanted to break frenship but i never does..call me if something is up...i no longer wanna be part of tt circle... too much happen and its not fair to me definitely..i guess u ppl will be happy even w/o me...but im still ur fren k...
to my dearest darling baby boy cuz....Mr fauzi...thk u so much for everthing...don worry abt wat has happen... im always here for u...i'll support u in whatever u wanna do... and god knows how much u meant to me after my late boo
my bro zaidi thks so much for still standing up for wat is right... i know u are disappointed but i got no choice but to leave the grp... we'll still be bro and sis aight..
to my family...i love u till the end of my life..... *muacks*
a little dedication to alll....
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that life’s a bore, so full of the superficial
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no-one to share with, no-one who truly cares for me
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby x2
pinkk*
Friday, December 10, 2004
3:08 PM
yesterday met up wit yanti kat bawa blok khai...den the rest come along....ape siak si lily..tgu bawa blok jap pon tak bole ke...stakat 10 min je..padahal hafiz ade...ape dier nak bising...ni ah bdk bdk nye perangai..ahakz..oops..jahat nye aku..well dorang kate she's 15...den y the hell brag abt being a stewardess la... da dpt diploma la...diploma pon dapat limit limit after 20 siak...abih ade hati nak amek lesen ngn kite..ishk...menyirap..k k jgn bobal pasal dier....
hmmm at first semua kate nak pegi chinese garden...tah ape hal tah at last pegi ponggol..pegi matilda house...kite semua pegi...tgh kotor kotor pon pegi...gasak la..ahakz... kite kat luar luar jek...tawaf satu round jek...its eerie la..d silence make it so.. hmmm nothing much dat we did there..abih proceed pegi kedai beli mamam pasal nak lepak kat ponggol beach...da sampai sana...si khai buat hal...dier pegi amek tu belalang ...da gitu takpe...kacau aku ngn yanti...ass tol...kesian yanti...ade bende masok dlm seluar dier sampai nangis nangis...ahakz...si khai kate sumpahan belalang...ahahah...den gitu relek...pas tu aku lak kene...sakit sak..macm kene gigit..masok skirt siol...ishk...eeeeee...gross...tu tmpt macm sial..banyak binatang...banyak anjing...tak romantic langsung...but the wind is so nice..ahakz...breezy...
pas tu ...da kecoh kecoh... nan[a]min head home... aku pon head home ah... yanti khai lily faisal dee n wan go somewhere... well... had a good time too yesterday...today sit home ah...ired giler... sunday werk....guess dats all..muacks
pinkk*
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
2:03 PM
HMMMM WOW AFTER SOME TIME OF BEING LOST IN MY OWN HOME I FINALLY MET THEM AGAIN... REVENGE GALS...MET YANTI AT CAUSEWAY FIRST DEN PROCEED TO KHAI'S HOUSE TO WAIT FOR THE REST...B4 DAT WENT FOR A JOB INTERVIEW...AKU BLOM ABES TULIS TU APPLICATION FORM DIA KATE NARI AKU BOLE START KEJE...WOOHHOOO...kalau nak tau aku keje ape...check out this webbie ... www.fuzionsmoothies.com ... ABEH BILE AKU TGH TGU YANTI ADE BANGLA NI IKOT AKU SAK...BODOH NYE BANGLA..MINTAK KENE REMBAT SAk..
DEN THE REST PON SAMPAI...THE USUAL PEOPLE...YANTI KHAI NANA AMIN DEE WAN ANUAR MAIL HAFIZ ...FAISAL N LILY JOINED US LATER...TRUS PROCEED KE WOODLANDS LAME ..MAKAN ...SEMUA LAPAR...DA MAKAN DEN DORANG MAIN JS...JACK ASS...mampos...jamu pon kalah sak..aku tgk muke wan ngn khai aku yg nak muntah sak tgk dorang nye expression...eeeeeeeeeYUCKS TO THE MAX...PAS TU THE ALS HAD A MEETING PASAL 25TH...YEAH YEAH...JADI PEGI SENTOSA...WOOHOO...ITS A GALS DAY OUT..U GUYS SIT HOME AND SHUT UP...AHAKZ...OOPS
pinkk*
Friday, December 03, 2004
1:57 PM
HmMmM WELL YESTERDAY WAS ALRIGHT...AFTER TALKING TO HER...I CAN FEEL THAT THINGS BETWEEN US are ok..slight improvement....AT LEAST ITS BETTER DEN NOTHING... ANYWAY... SHOULD I KEEP MY HAIR SHORT OR LONG EH...HMMM...DA JELAK LAK NGN RAMBUT PENDEK....RAMBUT PANJANG NANTI GE SKOLA LECEH LAK...AIYO...MANYAK FENIING LOR...I THINK......HAIZ...AND I KEEP THINKING...ARGH...NANTI BOLE PK AH...
ANYWAY WENT TOWN ALONE YESTERDAY...HAHHA...MACM ORG GILER SIAK JLN SORANG.... HAHAHA.... ANNYWAY WENT TO BODY-SHOP JUMPE KAK MAMAI TO TAKE MAMA STUFF...AND MY STUFF...BUT WHEN I GOT BACK HOME IT WAS WRONG...SHIT...TODAY ...LATER...GOING AGAIIN...NAK BELI FLIP FLOP AH... FLIP FLOP LAGI SATU MINTAK KENE BUANG..AHAKZ... DA BANYAK KALI SAK JATUH PAKAI FLIP FLOP TU...SAKIT HATI BTOL...MENYIRAP ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABA....SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR MURAH REZEKI SIHAT SIHAT SELALU..... WAH..DATUK AKU NI DA TUA TAPI MASIH ACTIVE..MASIH BOLE MAIN VOLLEYBALL..MAIN BOWLING...NAIK MOTOR VESPA PLATE A TAU.... MAIN MAIN KAPE...VETERAN NYE MOTOR AH...TU VESPA LA YG ANTAR AKU PEGI BALIK SKOLA DULU KECIK KECIK.... SAMPAI SEC 2...PAS TU DIER TUKAR TMPT KEJE...TAK PASS BY SANA JADI TERPAKSA LA NAIK BUS AND TRAIN...PAGI DA KENE BANGUN...PACK SIAK TRAIN SLALU...BUT THATS HOW I GOT TO KNOW SOME PPL LIKE NANA...ILI...YAN... AYIE...AHAKZ...DGN MUKA NGANTOK NAIK TRAIN...TAK VOGUE LANGSUNG SIAK...ANYWAY GRANDDADDY...SEMOGA BAHAGIA DGN ORG YG TERSAYANG... LOVE U LOTS LOTS U KNOW... =)
NAMPAK NAMPAK NYE NARI TURON TOWN SORANG LAGIK LA AKU NI...BUKAN TAK NAK AJAK ORG...TAPI MACM... AH TAKPE AH..TAK YA EXPLAIN...HAHAHA....HMMM I GUESS DATS ALL.... MUACKS...
pinkk*
Thursday, December 02, 2004
2:11 AM
tell me what u want me to be...how u want me to be.... as long as u are appy im willing to change to the kind of person that u want me to be.... im willing to sacrifce my happiness for u...cause u brought me up suffered cause of me ....u are my life....and im willing to do anything for u...even if it means giving up my life.....aku cukup puas ddgn ape yg aku lalui...aku sanggup korban kebahagiaan dan sanggup merana demi kebahagiaan org... i got no more tears to cried.... if u want me to sit at home so i don spend k fine... if u want me to come back home straight after school k fine... no freedom no previliges i don mind...as long as u are happy...im good... wish u cld tell me everything u want me to be.... i'll be good... i'll studay hard make u proud...sit at home and help out.... do every single of ur bidding....i'm willing to sacrifice everything...friendship fun pleasure just to have family love..... OH GOD...HELP ME THROUGH THIS... IM BEGINNING TO LOSE EVERY SINGLE STRENGTH EVERY SINGLE HOPE EVERY SINGLE THING.... TAKE ME AWAY IF IT'LL END EVERYTHING.... IM SURE U LOVE ME MORE DEN ANYONE DO....
pinkk*
gosh...bad day today...hp gone...yes ah...well done man shidah....such a total failure in life...u can never get to do something rite...u always do wrong things...failure embarrasement loser sucker dumb ass yes all me...get scolding like hell....there's nothing i can do but just sit there and cry...yes i CRIED... life has never been fair... well i can never say that...i must understand them.... i cant stand up for my rights cause i will be seen as rebellious so i just keep my big gap shut...but wat do u know abt my fren...yes i don deny the fact tt i go out...is it everyday...? i can count the number of times i went out just to hang out wit frens...other den that i rot to death at home....get criticised at yelled at bullied and bore myself to death...but y compare me to my frens.... u know they never go out? u know how their lifestyle is? let me tell u now...they go out almost 4 times a week meeting their loved ones frens chill out movie tea whatever shit...some work some don..... and i spent 10 times lesser den dem...they are more materialistic then me.... have i ever ask u to buy me a gucci bag? LV? coach? mango top? roxy? or ask u to buy me a hp tt cost 400 plus? wat else.... did i ever went out w/o tellin u or ur permission? come on....if i were to be like my frens we wld have gone bonkers...... and when did i always keep asking for things...when did i...did i ask for something new everyday? no! once a month...sometimes none..cause i know wats our liiving expenditure like...u have ur problems yes i know... i've been trying to understand... u always said i don understand u and im wasting ur money n shits.... u cant even see the good stuff i did but always dig out my flaws..... when was the last time i heard u praise me...when was the last time u told me tt u love me.... when was the last time u kiss me goodnight... when was the last time we sit down and talk....when was the last time we had a wonderful outing.....when was the time u ask me am i ok? why do i always face the computer...cause u ppl come back from work read papers watch tv and sleep... is tt how really life shld work? i m suffocating down here...wanting ur attention...depressed ...lonely...lost.... moody... i need help...seriously...someone anyone pleas help me.....
i know i shloud not have writen watever tt i had...but tts the only way to make me feel relieved...god knows wat im going through... i live in fear......
*GOD BLESS ME*
pinkk*
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
8:25 AM
mmmmm well its really way back dat i updated my blog even though its like few days ago.....anyway went out wit my poly frens go raya.... hahaha....well..it turn out pretty well...thks to the organizer la...hehehe *winks*had lots of fun even though starting ade sikit cocked up...anyway happy belated birthday my dearest juli....may u live ur life wit full of joy and pleasures.....may u n syahmi kekal hingga ke anak cucu...ahakz.... nothing much happen la...my life is a boring life stlye wit no life!!!?? how can i explain . na i don know.... i don wanna talk abt the past few days....not such a good thing to talk abt...being the person in the middle...should just shut my trapeeed.............all i can say is...hurt me all u ppl want wit ur attitude and all...but i'll just move on despite the hurt and all tt crap.... tts all la lazy siak
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