erm...i kind off forget to talk abt this when i started thinking of my baby...well....to faleq[hope i spell correctly], nadzri, shazli, rahman....and their fren...congrates...2nd prize are still good...u guys are still the champion in my eyes..... u guys rox manz...... hey the singing were good...the sound u guys create were awesome.... add it up is equal to MAGNIFICENT....if i were to get married[I WANT TO] in the future..... i make sure u guys would liven up my wedding day...wahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.....anyway...the talentime was great....the humour and comedy by some contestant are better that singapore idol bloopers....well...the solo singer...S6...md farhan who sang THE WAY by CLAY AIKEN...wow...im impressed.... u melted my heart wit ur voice[baby u are still the best k.. i still love u...hahahaha].................i fall in love wit ur voice instantly[only his voice ...i repeat ONLY HIS VOIVE]...well congrates to u tooo............................
pinkk*
yoohooo....hmmm its been a really long day today ....well i know i have not been updating properly...well i got this uncurable disease called lazines....hahahahah...well tts only one thing k...been bz wit stuff lately...anyway.....things werent that great for the past few days...misunderstanding btw friends ...and my own bf *shooooooo*.... but im glad everything is setled now...
i realised a few things though...in a relationship...be it BGR/FRIENDS/FAMILY...its good to have quarrels once in a while...coz it will only make u bond even stronger...understand each other better.....
me n my baby.....hmmm..things weren't that great lately...honestly speaking i was on the verge of giving up...but love make me hold on...love him too much i guess.... everything make me open up my eyes and make me realise how cruel can this world be sometimes...but with perseverance, determination, patience, love and hope..... u realise wat great things this cruel world can do to mould u to be a better person...and i only got my baby to thank....despite we've been together for a short period of time.....we went through lots of shitz though....if it were to be any other guys...i guess they will not go through the tough times wit me...
pinkk*
Monday, March 21, 2005 11:50 PM
Yesterday you opened my eyes, you had me beleive that you were only telling lies. As my heart fell to the groundand the tears begin to roll, It made me feel like i was never whole. This pain i feel i try very hard to for get. But yes i am scared of what will happen next. I have forgiving you as my day has went on. my heart it bleed as we spoke on the phone. The tears they rolled down my face, and every little evil thoughtthey had to be erased. I knew i wanted to forgive you and i did it so fast, I wondered if our relationship will ever last. But here....here is my heart i will leave it with you ,If you feel you can not protect itjust tell me and please be true. You held out your hand when i was fallen over the cliff, You pulled me up and my mind left only to drift. I had thoughts of what am i really doing here, When will it be our time?or is it even near? I dont want to hold on to something that is not there, And my heart has no more room to share. If you ever have the thought that we have no future together. then let my hand go, let me mend and make this better. Let me accept you as you are, lets not make false dreamsthat we both know are by far. For the first time in a long time my heart has been torn. and pain no more is what i have sworn. Let us try and start a brand new day, and please never again hurt my heart that way
pinkk*
Sunday, March 20, 2005 2:05 PM
hey... i don just post any lyrics or quotes anyhow...when i did..it really has smth to do with my life....people...read everysingle lyrics and quotes...read in btw the lines and u know wat im going through now..... my life is changed by him...i love him...and i will always do...
to my baybee boi....im here always for u.... promise me that everything will be alright....
[BeInG In LoVe WiTh SoMeOnE dOeSn'T MeAn U HaVe To Be WiTh Him...If U PeOpLe ArE In LoVe..TaKe ThE RiSk..LeT It OuT...CaUsE If ItS MeAnT To Be...It WiLl Be...WiLl RaThEr DiE WiTh Ur FeElInGs KePt In OR LeTtInG It OuT...EvErYoNe DeSeRvEd To Be LoVeD...ItS Up To U To MaKe It HaPpEn..AnD WhEn ThIngS Do HaPpEn...LeAvE It To GoD To PeRfOrM ThE MiRaClEs]
pinkk*
I will never find another lover sweeter than you, Sweeter than you And I will never find another lover more precious than you More precious than you Girl you are close to me you're like my mother, Close to me you're like my father, Close to me you're like my sister, Close to me you're like my brother You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing And all my life I've prayed for someone like you And I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do love me too I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger, You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I really love you And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you, And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do, love me You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow. You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down, You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow, You picked me up when I was down You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow, You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too, Yes I pray that you do love me too All my life, I've prayed for someone like you, And I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I've prayed for someone like you Yes, I pray that you do love me too All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I've prayed for someone like you Yes, I pray that you do love me too
pinkk*
(I don't know why, what I'm doing what I'm doing) See, baby I, apologize For all the things that I've done that I've done See I've known that I've been a fool for far too long And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back to papa Please baby, baby won't you stay If you really love me then why are you leavin me I can't think, think about this crazy day I lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately (crazy baby) I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby (I don't know what to do) I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately (crazy, crazy, crazy) I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) when I can touch youCrazy, crazy (I'm going crazy) when I can hold youCrazy, crazy, (I'm going crazy) when I can see you again(Said I'm going crazy)(Said I'm going crazy) I've finally realized, that you are my true love And I had a lot of time to think, and you're all seem to keep thinking, To keep thinkin of, yeahhh And now I know I need you each and every dayI can't live without you, so don't run awayBaby you say that you love me, so why'd u leave me, why (why, why, why, why) I can't think, think about this crazy day I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby (I'm going crazy) I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately (just to think) I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby(I'm goin crazy, I'm going crazy) I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) but I can't touch you (I'm going crazy) Crazy, crazy (crazy, crazy), when I can hold youCrazy, crazy, when I can see again (if I can see you, if I can see you if I can see you, if I can see you) If I can see you, if I can see you again Then I would go , if I could see you againI'd go craeeae
pinkk*
True love doesn't have a happy ending: True love doesn't have an ending.
pinkk*
The most precious possession that ever comes To a man in this world Is a woman's heart.
pinkk*
I'd like to run away From you, But if you didn't come And find me ... I would die
pinkk*
I dont like to be alone in the night and I dont like to hear im wrong when im right And I dont like to have the rain on my shoes but i do love you But I do love you i dont like to see the sky painted gray And i dont like when nothings going my way and i dont like to be the one with the blues but i do love you but i do love you Love everything about the way your loving me the way you lay your head up on my shoulder when you sleep and i love to kiss you in the rain i love everything you do ooh i do and i dont like to turn the radio on just to find i missed my favorite song and i dont like to be the last thing to lose but i do love you but i do love you Love everything the way your loving me the way you lay your head up on my shoulder when you sleep and i love to kiss you in the rain i love everything you do oh i do and i dont like to be alone in the night and i dont like to hear im wrong when im right and i dont like to have the rain on my shoes but i do love you but i do love you but i do love you but i do love you!
pinkk*
Time, sometimes the time just slips away And your left with yesterday Left with the memories I, I'll always think of you and smile And be happy for the time I had you with me Though we go our seperate ways I won't forget so don't forget The memories we made Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine And we were wild and free Please remember, please remember me Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say And it's sad to walk away With just the memories Who's to know what might have been We'll leave behind a life and time We'll never know again Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me And remember, please remember me Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine And we were wild and free And remember, please remember me And how we laugh and how we smile And how this world was yours and mine And how no dream was out of reach I stood by you, you stood by me We took each day and made it shine We wrote our names across the sky We ride so fast, we ride so free And I had you and you had me Please remember, Please remember
pinkk*
Monday, March 14, 2005 12:16 AM
sorry been bz lately qit skool and werk...anyway the weeks been full of up n down....sucky sometimes....it start off good but sux at the end...well friday...celebrated dee and my bday in advance at foodcourt 5..... had a birthday bash....got sao wit swensen cake damm it....at the end of the day was filled wit cake in n out....thks guys..u ppl were great...sat went newton wit some ppl ...to eat celebrate bday again...started off well...went we proceed to marina..conflict started to rise....but in d end it was ok...my bday 1303...hmmm ok la....soend time wit family....sorry ah people no mood to write in...heard abt BLENHEIM....hope i spell correctly...aat such a young age dat he has to pass on...BLen may GOD bless u ...rest in peace my fren...u will always be in our hearts...the time i saw u in sp....well never tot u things wld turn out this way...well lesson learnt ppl...never take things for granted... u might never know wat tomoro brings...be thankful for eveything u have and wat GOD gives u.....
pinkk*
Sunday, March 06, 2005 8:39 PM
We have been through thick and thin together during this one month. I never thought that it would be possible for someone to get into this much arguments in such a short time… we practically disagree about everything…. But in the end we get things back together… this month I have spent both my worst and best time with you… in this relationship I can taste the sweetness and bitterness which makes this relationship very meaningful…. sometimes it is better to fight cause when u fight u get things solved and sort your feelings out…. And the most important lesson u can learn is to never repeat your mistake twice and how much we mean to each other…. Rather than u keep every thing to yourself and end up hating tat person more and more… I can promise u that there will be more arguments to come and it will be more bitter than the previous ones…. But tell u wad, I’ll nvr leave u just because of this small thing…. I rest my future on your right shoulder… my hopes and dreams on you’re left shoulder…. Cause u are everything to me…
Its bullshit what guys say to girls that they are not able to live without them… but wat is true is tat life is meaningless without you baby ger… Have u ever wake up in the morning and felt like lying on your bed and don fell like going to school or work cause there is nth to look forward to at the end of the day…. Well tat is how I feel b4 I met u shida… no one there when I’m down not even my frens to perk up my day…. Because they are oni there 4 u when u are happy and nvr want to share your pain…. That’s why u mean so much to me…
In the darkest abyss u bring light to me…. In my worst nightmare u comfort me…. And most of all u bring meaning to this life of mine….. I see great thing growing between us and a wonderful future ahead of us…. I see lots of luv and care….. And even a marriage or so…. Hehehe lets keep it btw us…wahahah
I may not be the most romantic guy on earth and the most charming guy u can find… A romantic guy might know how to romance his lady to her knee…. But is he sincere with his action…. A charming guy may be good with words but well u never know whether what he is saying is the truth…..
LIFE IS SHORT AND I WANT TO SPEND EVERY SECOND WITH U BABY GER…. AND I WANT TO BE YOUR NUMBER 1 NOT 5…. HEHEHE
awwwww aint my baby sweet...so unlike of him to write me a love letter...shahahahaahaha so primar skool...but so sweet ....thks baby...love u
pinkk*
Friday, March 04, 2005 12:48 AM
I woke up one day feeling lonely Thinking of how beautiful life can be If only you were here with me I could have stopped this misery. Reminiscing the memories we've shared Memories that cannot be compared The laughters and moods we cared The sweet songs we both heard. I want to be at your side I need you to hold me tight But its impossible since you've died One dreary October night. For so many nights I cried in vain Thinking I might go insane Because I can hardly bear the pain Knowing you won't come back again. Foolishly dreaming that you're here with me Thoughts of you have hurt me so deeply But "I'll never cease from loving three" Even you're now a passing memory.
tts a poem dedicatd to that special someone who cant be replaced in my heart even thoug im wit someone new...sorry baybeeboi zuhri...i told u abt this b4...hope u understand my feelings for him cant fade...the way he is simply cant...but u are always in my heart my beloved late sweetheart......i do love u...well a life is like a storybook...u closed one chapter and open a new one...well lucky for me....i closed a chapter of pure pain but i open it up wit a brand new life and love... to my new baybeeboy....lets start anew in this brand new chapter which i don intend to close..... i love ya just like the way i love him...give me more time okie...love u baby!
pinkk*
hmmm wow...its been a long time since i update...well pc been very sick...got a new comp as a birthday present...woohoooo...well been through a lot past few days.....................but honestly i must and i wil personally thank my beloved darlings JULIZA & BABYBEEBOI.thanks for being there for me, wasting ur brain cells to help me out...u guys rox.....love u ppl to the core.... well i learn to take things slowly....not to rush...to always really give a good thought before decidng something...woohoo...so far so good wit baby...Alhamdullilah...may we last long k cyg muacks.....................love u hubby baby....so far things been going on pretty well...guess wat...te wonderful forsome spent a wonderful day in my room today...teaching me c-prog...wahahaha...thanks guys for ur kind deeds...it'll be paid off one day...hahahah k la tts all for today...wanna chat wit my baby..muacks
