well wat can i say abt LOVE....well past feew days or shloud i say weeks i.ve been struggling to juggle lots of stuff..family ....werk...relationship...friends....and recently....werk has always been keeping me back from enjoying my holidays....its not tt i purposely do it but some people just dont have the luxury...and i need to accomplised lots of things in a shrot period of time...i have to sacrificed one thing or another....so i sacrificed my bf and my late nite outing wit cousins and frens....first thing,...the relationship wasnt really doing well...suffered 2 setbacks...and it wasnt really blessed...only him and me know dat...and don intend to write it here...well lucky for me he understnd...well talk to my aunt abt it...and she said...love is no joke.....love ..there is all kind of love...whether it werk out or not depends on both parties to make it happen...as for me and him....i decide to let go..coz i feel no point holding on if its not blessed and if both of us are always on each other's nerves... we cannot come to a conclusion...despite the love tt we share...tts the only thing in common...but i'll keep on praying for his happiness...gals ...despite his flaws...he's a sweet guy....wondrful...he just need time and guidance...but i cannot afford the time...im sorry dear.... i cannot hold on to it...neither can i come back to it..... we both come from two different world ...and u know tt....our background and family upbringing is so totally diff...and i know u cannot acept it wholely....but tts nt wat i expect my guy to do...i want him to love my family the whole thing.....i cant...and u cant...im sorry for the times i hurt u or stuff....i cant blame u all the time...neither can u blame me....i just wan u to be happy wit someone else who can give u the time in the world....im happy for tt short period of time u were wit me...we went through a lot i know...but its time to move on...and its definitely time to move on for us....God bless.....love shidah
