OK I KNOW I HAVE BEEN MISSING IN ACTION FOR LONG...AND HERE I AM...FIRSTLY I WOULD LIKE TO CONVEY MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY TO MY AUNTY AND FAMILY...WHOSE HUSBAND AND FATHER PASS AWAY ON THE 19TH MAY AFTER ISYAK. JUST CAME BACK FROM WERK...THE WHOLE DAY WAS SO STRNGE...BAD SIGNS ALL THE WAY BUT I JUST CANT SEEMS TO MAKE IT OUT WAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.... I BROKE DOWN....SOMEONE AS NICE AS HIM...AS WONDERFUL GONE IN A BLINK OF AN EYE....I MISS HIM SO MUCH.....NOTHING CAN DESCRIBED THE FEELINGS I BEAR TILL NOW....SINCE HIS DEATH...LIFE WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN FOR ANY OF US...ESPECIALLY MY GRANDFATHER.....ENUF OF IT HERE BEFORE I STARTED CRYING AGAIN..SHALL UPDATE FURTHER ON THIS WHEN I FINALLY GET A GRIPPED OF IT...
WELL WELL WELL..I MISS HIM. ...FULLSTOP....DAMM......HAIZ......JAJA...MISS HIM....HOW...
I MISS HER TOO......HOW......I MISS THEM....EVEN THOUGH WE MANAGED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN...I STILL MISS U GALS..AND SATU ORG TERCAMPAK KAT SITU...KPO JE....DIER SORANG JE LELAKI......
ITS OK..SCH OPENING SOON......CAN SEE MY GALS.....CAN SEE HIM...CAN SEE EVERYONE.....SEE HOW MUCH I MISS SCHOOL NOW...AND WHEN IT REOPENS....SEE THE DOUBLE AMOUNT OF COMPLAIN I'LL TALK ABT....YEAR 2 HERE I COME..... CHAOZ.....
pinkk*
Tuesday, May 17, 2005 12:26 AM
I lie awake at nightSee things in black and whiteI've only got you inside my mindYou know you have made me blindI lie awake and prayThat you will look my wayI have all this longing in my heartI knew it right from the startOh my pretty pretty boy I love youLike I never ever loved no one before youPretty pretty boy of mineJust tell me you love me tooOh my pretty pretty boyI need youOh my pretty pretty boy I doLet me insideMake me stay right beside youI used to write your nameAnd put it in a frameAnd sometime I think I hear you callRight from my bedroom wallYou stay a little whileAnd touch me with your smileAnd what can I say to make you mineTo reach out for you in timeOh my pretty pretty boy I love youLike I never ever loved no one before youPretty pretty boy of mineJust tell me you love me tooOh my pretty pretty boyI need youOh my pretty pretty boy I doLet me insideMake me stay right beside you[BRIDGE]Oh pretty boySay you love me tooOh my pretty pretty boy I love youLike I never ever loved no one before youPretty pretty boy of mineJust tell me you love me tooOh my pretty pretty boyI need youOh my pretty pretty boy I doLet me insideMake me stay right beside you
pinkk*
Beauty queen of only eighteenShe had some trouble with herselfHe was always there to help herShe always belonged to someone elseI drove for miles and milesAnd wound up at your doorI've had you so many times but somehowI want moreI don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI know I tend to get so insecureIt doesn't matter anymoreIt's not always rainbows and butterfliesIt's compromise that moves us alongMy heart is full and my door's always openYou can come anytime you wantI don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedI know where you hideAlone in your carKnow all of the things that make you who you areI know that goodbye means nothing at allComes back and begs me to catch her every time she fallsTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedAnd she will be lovedAnd she will be lovedAnd she will be loved[in the background]Please don't try so hard to say goodbyePlease don't try so hard to say goodbyeYeah[softly]I don't mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainTry so hard to say goodbye
pinkk*
Monday, May 16, 2005 11:38 PM
WELL WELL WELL...FIRSTLY THANKS TO INA FOR ADDING IN THAT PICTURE SCROLL FOR ME .....THANKS A LOT GERLFREN
SECONDLY....THINGS BEEN GREAT AFTER FEW DAYS OR SHOULD I SAY WEEKS OF MISERY AT LEAST IM BLESSED WITH A GOOD DAY.....HAD FUN AT WERK...BEEN DANCING AND SINGING ....JOKES....LAME ONES OF COZ.... AFTER WERK ...HANG OUT NGN DAK DAK KEJE.....SAME TINGS.....TOBACCO TEA .....DEN KU ACCOMPANY AINI WENT TO IMM TO BUY BAG....RECEIVED GOOD NEWS WHEN IM HOME.I PASS MY FINAL THEORY.....YEAH.....AND SOON.....MY LICENCE ARE ONE STEP CLOSER...CANT WAIT TO START DRIVING TO SCHOOL TO AVOID THE MORNING MADNESS IN THE TRAIN....AND YES...HOME HAS NEVER BEEN BETTER...LOVE BEING AT HOME NOW.....THE FAMILY BONDING IS GREAT LIKE NEVER BEFORE....BEING 18 IS GOOD THOUGH....I AM FINALLY USING MY HEAD TO THINK ONLY DAT IM LAZY SOMETIMES..... CAN FINALLY UNDERSTAND THE MEANIN OF HARDSHIP.....AND WAT I WENT THROUGH REALLY MAKES ME STRONGRE EVERYDAY..BUT ONE THING...MY BELIEF IN GOD IS THE REASON Y IM HOLDING ON...HE IS FAIR AFTERALLL......PATIENCE IS THE KEY....THE RESULTS WILL BE CLEAR...AND ITS PROVEN FOR MY CASE....DEAR GOD THANKS FOR ANSWERING MY PRAYERS.....FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS......GUESS DATS ALL FOR TODAY...MUACKS....LOVE YA...
pinkk*
Sunday, May 15, 2005 11:21 PM
It's something about him He owns that special gift When I am feeling down He is always able to lift All my doubts disappear From words he keyed in A certain spark returns His warmth is felt within Heartfelt and reassuring Smoothes worries away Loving soulmate sparkle He shines a special way By sharing the gift of love Togetherness words flow My heart in contentment I wear the happiest glow In touching heart to heart It means so much to me Appreciating those gifts Of friendship in harmony Loving words overflowed Breaking writers drought Special bonds I treasure Friends without a doubt
pinkk*
Friday, May 13, 2005 11:52 PM
IM NOT GONNA CARE IM NOT GONNA BE NICE IM NOT GONNA BE THeE GOODY GOODY GAL SAY WAT U WANT THINK WAT U WANT ITS MY LIFE I LIVE IT THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE I WON DO THE STUPID STUFF LIKE DRINKING ALL THAT I KNOW MY LIMITS BUT U CANNOT DEFINITELY STOP ME FROM BEING A BITCH FROM BEING A NON BELIEVER OF LOVE ITS TOO LATE ONLY AN ANGEL CAN CHANGE MY LIFE THATS IT PERIOD
pinkk*
GOSH HOUSE OF WAX IS DEFINITELY IS MUST TO CATCH.SCARY...SUSPENSE...HORROR....NOT FOR THE WEAK HEART....DAMN....ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK OK.....ESP THE PART.ERM.HMMMM........HAHA ALMOST ALL.....COVER MY FACE...SHOWING ONLY MY EYE....NOT EYES BUT EYE......K K .LETS START FROM THE BEGINNING....
330..REACH YISHUN.....TT PRINCE IS LIKE ONE KING.....415 DEN REACH....SO MANY EXCUSES.....LUCKY MY SISTER HOUSE IS NEAR KNOW.....CAN HANG OUT....BUT ITS OK LA...... ERM EXCUSABLE......DEN TAKE TRAIN PROCEED TO CITY HALL TO MEET AZFAR N ELLY...BEFORE DAT MEET KAMARUL...GUESS DATS HIS NAME...ZAIDI TAKE DISC....DEN MEET THE REST AT PENIN.......EAT AT BK.....THEY WERE GREAT....TOT IM GONNA BE AN OUTSIDER...BUT THEY MAKE ME FEEL WARM...THKS GUYS.....OVERALL....I ENJOY MYSELF....FROM THE WALKING...AND THE JOKES...AND THE MEREPEKZ[LAME] GHOST STORY....AND ALL SORTS ..........THKS AIGHT.......APPRECIATE IT DAMM MUCH...*MUACKS*AFTER MOVIES/.....THE LOVEBIRDS WENT HOME...WE JAILBIRDS SLACK AT ESPLANADE....TOBACCO TEA...ENJOY WIND....A WHILE..AND GO HOME..AS USUAL...ALONG THE WAY...MY DEAR FREN...WIT HIS STUPID POSSES...MY HP IS THE VICTIM...AND IN THE TRAIN HIS HP BECOME MY VICTIM.MAIN GAME SONIC SAMPAI BINGIT...KEEP LOSING THE ASSHOLIC GAME.....HAIZ...USELESS DOINKZ..........MMMMM OVERALL GREAT DAYS GUYS.....5 STARS....CHEERS ............
pinkk*
Wednesday, May 11, 2005 11:45 PM
I HATE IT...I THINK ITS COMING...EMO-ING ALL THE WAY...SUDDEN MOOD SWING....WARNING.....DAMM...WATS WROOOOOOOOOONGGGGGGG....ITS GETTING WORST EVERY MONTH.....PMS-ING ALL THE...PRAY HARD I'LL KEEP MY EMOTIONS IN CHECKED....ARGH.....K K...BREATHE IN ....BREATH OUT....BE COOLLL.....YESH.....BIATCH.....FUH...K...IM GOOD............HAVE FUN TOMORO....AND BE A GOOD GAL......SMILEZ PINK.....
pinkk*
Saturday, May 07, 2005 11:40 PM
[Beyonce] Take a minute girl, come sit down And tell us what's been happening In your face I can see the pain Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (yeah) We've seen this all before But he's taking advantage of your passion Because we've come too far For you to feel alone You don't let him walk over your heart I'm telling you [chorus] Girl, I can tell you've been crying And you needing somebody to talk to Girl, I can tell he's been lying And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you Girl, you don't have to be hiding Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls Don't know that we love ya [Kelly] See, what y'all don't know about him Is I can't let him go because he needs me It ain't really him, it's stress from his job And I ain't making it easy I know you see him bugging on me sometimes But I know he be tired, he don't mean it It gets hard sometimes But I need my man I don't think y'all understand I'm telling you [chorus 2x] Girl, I can tell you've been crying And you needing somebody to talk to Girl, I can tell he's been lying And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you Girl, you don't have to be hiding Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls Don't know that we love ya [Michelle] Girl, take a good look at yourself He got you going through hell We ain't never seen ya down like this What you mean, you don't need us to help We known each other too well I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls Yeah [chorus 2x] Girl, I can tell you've been crying And you needing somebody to talk to Girl, I can tell he's been lying And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you Girl, you don't have to be hiding Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls Don't know that we love ya
I LOVE MY GIRLS.....WITH GIRLS LIKE THEM....LIFE IS A PLAYGROUND...A WONDERLAND.....A PLACE I CALL HEAVEN.....WELL...FAMILY TO PRIMARY SCHOOL ....SECONDARY SCHOOL.....TO POLYTECHNIC.....REVENGE GALS.... GIMY GALS....AND GALS FROM ALL OVER WHO HAVE SOMEHOW OR RATHER CAME INTO MY LIFE AND TOUCHED ME BE IT GOOD OR BAD TIMES....THOUGH SOME MAY JUST PASS BY...OUR FLAME OF FRIENDSHIP ARE STILL BURNING STRONG IN MY HEART....I LOVR U GALS...AND NEVER WILL I FORGET ANY SINGLE ONE....BELOW ARE PICS OF THOSE GORGEOUS LADIES....BTW LADIES...SORRY IF I PUT UP THE PHOTO W/O ANY PERMISSION...BUT I CANT HELP BUT AWWED AT THE MEMORIES THAT WE SHARE.... LOVE U LADIES....
THOSE ARE THE FEW PICS I HAVE...THERE'S LOTS MORE TO GO.....CHECK OUT MY LINK TO SEE THE PICS AIGHT.....CAN BE FOUND THE LEFT SIDE...
pinkk*
Friday, May 06, 2005 12:51 AM
WoW....BeEn TaKiNg QuItE A LoNg TiMe To EaSe My MiNd...WeLl GuEsS WaT ....Im BaCk.........ThE ChEeRfUl SmIlEy MeAn BiAtCh Me Is BaCk.WeLl .......I DiD SoMe ThInKiNg ...AnD I ReAlIsEd FeW ThInGs In LiFe......
1st : PROBLEMS ARE SPICES TT MAKES LIFE MORE INTERESTING AND CHALLENGING... ITS HOW WE HANDLE AND SOLVE IT DETERMINE OUR PERSONALITY... 2ND : WHEN GOD BRINGS US TO IT...HE WILL PULL US THROUGH IT....A PRICELESS ADVICE FROM MY DARLING SISTER WHO HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME THROUGH UP AND DOWN... 3RD : TURN TO GOD COZ ONLY HIM HAS THE POWER TO HELP U....THINK OF HIM NOT ONLY IN TIMES OF CRISIS BUT IN TIMES OF JOYS.... 4TH :DON LET PROBLEMS BRING U DOWN...BUT INSTEAD USE IT AS A MOTIVATION TO PUSH URSELF FORWARD... 5TH : PAST MEMORIES ARE WONDERFUL TO KEEP.... LOCK IN THE SAFEST PLACE IN UR HEART.....LOOK AT IT ONCE IN A WHILE...AND AT THE SAME TIME.... CREATE NEW ONES... 6TH : HAPPINESS IS NOT PART OF LIFE....IT HAS TO BE EARNED....AND COMES WITH A PRICE... CANT HAVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD....SACRIFICES IS NECESSARY 7TH : DON SULK FOR WAT U DON HAVE....BUT APPRECIATE WAT U HAVE AND MAKE DO WIT IT .....
GOT LOTS MORE OF WAT I'VE LEARN...HOWEVER TO ME...THESE FEW ARE THE MOST RELEVANT ONES IN MY LIFE AT THE MOMENT..... AND WITHIN THIS PERIOD OF TIME...I KNOW WHO ARE TRUE TO ME AND WHO ARE NOT...THKS GUYS.... U ARE THE SWEETEST.... ........................................................................................................................................................................ SPECIAL DEDICATION:
JULIZA: LOVE U MORE DEN ANYTHING ELSE SIS....W/O U...I DON KNOW WAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME...U INTRO ME TO A WHOLE NEW LOT OF GREAT PPL.... PPL LIKE FID ...ZAIDI AND LOTS MORE....HEY WHEN U FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES...REMEMBER IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U AIGHT SWEETY....U ARE NOT USELESS IN ANY WAY...SAM LOVES U FOR HU U ARE...MAY UR RELATIONSHIP WIT HIM BE BLESSED TILL THE END OF TIME....
FID : WE KNEW EACH OTHER WITHIN FEW DAYS AND WOW....CLOSE FRENS....THKS FOR THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD....
ZAIDI : HMMMM THIS GUY.....GREAT FREN ENEMY BRO DEAR AND EVERYTHING...NEVER FAIL TO CHEER ME UP AND BRING SMILE TO MY FACE...THKS FOR UR UNDERSTANDING AND EVER SO THANKFUL FOR UR CARE N CONCERN....BEING THERE FOR ME W/O ANY ADVISES IS WONDERFUL ENUF ...
BOI : THANKS AIGHT FOR EVERYTHING...MAY U FIND JOY AND HAPPINESS IN TIMES TO COME...
AND TO MY UNCLE....PLS HOLD ON...FIGHT TILL THE VERY END...REMMEBER U USED TO TELL ME ...BE STRONG ....ACHIEVED THE BEST IN WHATEVER U DO...UNCLE...PLS PREACH WAT U SAY...DON GIVE UP HOPE...PERSEVERE TILL THE VERY END....ALTHOUGH ITS THE FINAL STAGE....I BELIEVE MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN...PLS IM DOWN ON MY KNEES BEGGING U TO STAY STRONG....
YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU....KUAT KAN LA SEMANGAT PAKCIK KU...BERIKAN KETABAHAN UTK MELALUI SEMUA INI..... BERIKAN KETENANGAN DLM HIDUPNYE..SEMOGA KEMBALI BAHAGIA KPD KELUARGA DAN SANAK SAUDARA....
WELL THE PAST FEW DAYS ERM BEEN DOING NTH MUCH EXCEPT WERK WERK N WERK...ONLY GOT A DAY OFF LAST FRIDAY...AND I WENT OUT..... TO CATCH A MOVIE.... INFECTION...WELL TO ME IT WAS OK BUT SOME PEOPLE AH....HAIZ....AHAKZ.....DON UNDERSTAND THE MOVIE AT ALL....SO DISAPOINTING =p HMMM THE DAY WAS GREAT.... POOL AFTER MOVIE....AND SIT AND TALK.... WOW...SO MUCH TO TALK ABT TILL WE FORGOT WAT TIME IS IT...EVEN MISS SMALL VILLE....CANT BLAME ME DIS TIME ARD AIGHT MY DEAREST FREN...
WELL TTS ABT FRIDAY...NOW...IM JUST MISSING MY SEC SCH FREN LIKE HELL
JUST REMEMBERING THE OLD TIMES... ..........................................................................................................................................................................
OK FOLKS...DAT WAS A DAMM LONG ENTRY HUH...SORRY IF I BORE U...BUT TILL I UPDATE AGAIN AIGHT... MUACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKS
